Thinking of what had happened throughout the week and realized that it is a hectic week for me. Things happened to me faster than an F1 car would zoom past me. As of today, I have confirmed a few things:
1) I am quitting - I realized that I am not happy in my current capacity as an event organizer, accounts personnel, sales executive, marketing officer and membership consultant in my current company. I think that I cannot achieve what I want, or I thought I could. I admit: This job gave me many 'first' times, many experiences that cannot be found elsewhere, but it is not enough to satisfy me - I do not feel a sense of purpose nor achievement over here.
I noticed that I am starting to dread going to office, trying to convince myself that everything is OK and that I can get on with the chores and dreads that comes with it. But I cannot! Thus, I think leaving would be the best option.
2) I Want to be myself again - In the past, many people will describe me as happy-go-lucky, a man without any worries and/or trouble and a person who is able to sort things out. Recently, many said I looked troubled, looking tired and not as passionate in what I do.
I believe that my 1st decision will ultimately lead me to have the 2nd one very soon.
Lunch today was at this eating place that have very nice duck meat. I was like so happy with the duck meat. Ordered for 2 persons (my colleague Amanda was there as well), cost me $14.20. Fantastic duck meat. If you ever pass by Raffles Place area, must try. The triple layer meat is also good. This stall is highly recommended by my Colleague: Ms Amanda C
Tonight, going to eat KFC with my family. Want to eat the 'Hot Devil' drumlets.
Tomorrow is Public Holiday, so can catch the Champions' League at the kopitiam tonight.. yeah!
*The resignation letter is like a cheque: Non-Negotiatable*
Tonight, going to eat KFC with my family. Want to eat the 'Hot Devil' drumlets.